jeLLy w0RLd

happy? sad? excited? or wat?...

we went to take our family portrait yesterday, as i made a deposit on tues with jas's companion.
reached at 12nn, not wanting mum to complain for long wait. however, doors were locked, no one in the shop, so we went down to rocky master cafe for drinks. each cost $3.80. imagine we ordered 3hot choc and 2mocha, totalling $19! wah liew. nv expected drinking cost so much, bcoz i paid one mah...
when sitting down, waiting. mum's back with her complaint for paying soo much $ and not discussing with the family in the 1st place. thankfully, bro put off for me. i've heard this umpteen times already since the day b4. i was frustrated. but kept telling myself not to bother.

then i realised that the doors were already opened. the entrance is at the other end. the makeup artist is in the studio waiting for us. ended up, we are 30min late. feeling soo pai seh for making such a big blur!

mum has her makeup and hair done 1st. then, me and sis-in-law. the busiest person in the family, i guessed, is my niece. she walked up and down the place. in and outta studio. climbling up and down the sofa. singing and whining.
abt an hr and half, we start shooting! yippe!! all of us gets into the pic with our formal clothing. males with ties and blazer. mum with her lookalike nonya red top. sis-in-law and me in our collared shirt. however, our colors dont really coordinate as the same color tone. haha. watever! it's already very difficult to drag mum here than coordinating the colors.
niece dozed off on the sofa after this. so, we had to leave her out until sis-in-law waked her for the last pic.
lastly, we went with the photographer to review the pics. totalling 270 shots in an hour! haha! we hav to pick out 20 for the album but overshot with 3. and these 3pics cost $30 each to be included in the album. bcoz the standard package is only 20. also, the soft copy is not included. it's cost another $20 each to be in soft copy! well, i requested for 5soft prints only. this costs another $100 instead of $20 x 23 = $460. so, i paid another $220 and the remainder $249. total = $469! pain arh~~ now, yearning to collect the results on 5jan, thurs!

then, we moved on to paragon for din tai fong! we were so hungry by then. ordered xiao long bao and 5bowls of noodles. totalling $51 only. not bad.
happily, and we went home. with mum, father, sis-in-law and baby falling asleep in the car. except me and er-ge, and da-ge on his bike.

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sugar daddy and i hasnt been in contact for at least 57hrs; sunday + monday.
last contact with him on sat when i got back from eunos with mum. as it was abt 3pm, still early, i smsed him if he wanna go blading with me, or else, wont get to see me till next weekend.
his answer: "still in warehouse packing lei."
me: "sorry to disturb."
is my reply too harsh? he didnt call me abt my family shoot. has he forgotten? or he thinks that i'm still fuming with him? or is he busy with his cilents then?
our expiry date is coming soon, that is, end of the yr. bcoz he has been starting his work business since april this yr, which resulted our insufficient togetherness and my everyday-pmsing mood swinging. in sept, i flared to him that i wont wanna stay on with this kinda relationship anymore. without bothering him for companion, his soul, his mentality.
i asked to call off immediately. he agreed to my conditions if i gave him another 6mths, which till next march. i gave in and considered till end dec. he agreed.
so, the judgement date is getting near. it would be another depressing period without someone caring for me.

is this a blessing that i wouldnt hav to hide from my family anymore whenever i'm with him? or sad for losing him who used to care soo much for me?

posted by jellyfishy @ 11:41 pm