jeLLy w0RLd

troublefied me...

shuling forwarded this to my yahoo mail. it's "meaning of your name." Have fun!

Instructions: find out what each letter of your name means. Then connect all the meanings and it describes YOU.
PS : If you have double or triple letters, just count the meaning once.
For Example: JOEY
J - Jealously
O - You are very open-minded
E - You are a very exciting person
Y - You cause a lot of trouble

Descriptions:
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it
D - You have trouble trusting people
E - You are a very exciting person
F - Everyone loves you
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people
H - You are not judgmental
I - You are always smiling and making others smile
J - Jealously
K - You like to try new things
L - Love is something you deeply believe in
M - Success comes easily to you
N - You like to work, but you always want a break
O - You are very open-minded
P - You are very friendly and understanding
Q - You are a hypocrite
R - You are a social butterfly
S - You are very broad-minded
T - You have an attitude, a big one
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards
V - You have a very good physique and looks
W - You like your privacy
X - You never let people tell you what to do
Y - You cause a lot of trouble
Z - You're always fighting with someone

L - Love is something you deeply believe in
I - You are always smiling and making others smile
L - Love is something you deeply believe in
Y - You cause a lot of trouble

this is really true in me. for NOW, i hope so. companionship leads me to loving and caring the person soo much. but, i couldnt smile much and making other smile at the moment. i feel soo shitty. even at work.

i cause trouble. yeah, probably this situation now. i always pester him to accompany me for lunch/dinner or asking if he could drive me home from somewher. i cause him trouble to reschedule his stuff jus for me. that's why the troublesome me blew the whole thing up.

on wednesday, which was my 1st work day of the week, i would always try to curb myself to being friendly and smiley. i tried with the 2 counter staff for the initial 3hours. my shitty emotions came back at the 4th hr when assisting a baby class. i tried to enjoy but i could feel the fake-ness on my face. i couldnt put up the strongness in me. at work for the 1st time.

yesterday, while i was at ponggol bridges montessori kindergarten, he called my house. why didnt he call my hp at his 1st instinct? obviously that i wasnt home lah!
he didnt persist to call me on hp after that. i learn abt his call when mum asked if someone calls my hp. i was surprised to see his number on the caller id.

and today, supposedly to start working for projects, but i slacked the whole day. played with niece, then went supermkt with niece and mum, then fell asleep with niece for 2hrs, then more play with niece, watched tv, stared into space, and now blogging. i did nothing! useless me.

till now, my hp hasnt been making a sound. i am very bothered whether why he didnt call on my hp. should i call or sms him? shall i jus wait for sunday instead?

tears swering up my eyes again... hope tml will be fine.

posted by jellyfishy @ 11:59 pm