jeLLy w0RLd

indulgently me...

#1: as i'm havent secure a job yet nor being persistent in calling kim abt that temp position @lasalle, i was engaged in playing online games from yahoo, gamehouse and popcap everynite till wee hours...

i am indulgently with super bounce out @yahoo games. i used to play it only once in a while, but now everynite straight after checking my yahoo mailbox. i could even play till i hit my previous score as well as recalling on how to conquer it in the next rounds in my dreams...

i've been playing too much liao. i've to kick the habit now. pls forward some interesting webby to me to keep my mind off these online games!

#2: i am indulgently immersed reading his current gf, christina chua's blog. i would check her entries every time i log into internet. i'm too curious(kpo) with this couple's life esp whenever she chats abt how his mother and her gets together soo damn bloodly well. his 24th bday is coming in 3days, which falls on 22may. i'm really curious wat kinda entry she will blog everyday, but she dont blog everyday like me. you can say me jealous.

also, wat keeps me in mind was...should i add him in my friendster? should i send him a e-bday card? and wat will his reaction? angry? surprised? or jus nothing happens? will he chat with me again?...

i am not pinning for us to get together again, but i jus wanna to stay as friends... or shall i say to know more abt this couple's life, that would be more interested to keep me alive and kicking. Haha! i shouldnt say that i survive for the sake of them! DARN!...

#3: i was flipping thru the nissan brochures we took from JB city square last sunday. there were the mpv serena, suv x-trail and the cutie march which i deemed it as a cheaper alternative for my dream car, volkwagen new beetle.

the more i looked at these, the more i wanna own them. however, considering the prices maintaining a car in singapore is not an easy task for anyone! the coe, road tax, insurance are wat u should consider b4 buying one, as for petrol, season parking coupons, erp and maintenance are wat u should think abt after buying one! and not 4getting those monthly installments to pay to the bank just for the car! the car is spending more money than wat a girl or ME should spend in shopping and makan.

thinking back wat he said abt if his income is stable in these few months, he would be able to buy me a 2nd-hand mini car. i suggested a hyundai getz and he mentioned the nissan march. but now, i want a suv. best if it's a 3-door toyota rav, or this nissan x-trail with sun-roof. if not, the cheapo looking hyundai tuscon. i was overjoyed when he said abt getting a car for me although didnt really think far abt my family's reaction when they know abt this gift. how should i convey the msg to them?

but still, having a shelter above your head is more important than driving around in a prestigous car. i'm not asking for a sports car like porsche, ferrari, lamborgini, nor a bmw spider. bcoz getting caught inn singapore for speeding is not a joke! it could kill your money, your license points or even killing an innocent someone on the road. anyway, i do not having much confidence on my driving skills. i only satisfied that it could drive me safely to wherever i wanna go.

maybe i should be more to jiao ta shi di bah, instead of having a dream car. my dad is unlike gigi's who buys and collects all sort of continental sports cars and harley davidson motorbikes in his garage and bought an audi convertible as her 21st bday gift. i'm not blaming my dad nor myself for being poor. it's just tong ren bu tong ming. i'm happy with my family and myself still. just feeling lucky for her being reincarnated in such a rich daddy.

living in singapore is getting breathless! it suffocates all ur money. i should save for any unexpected raining days in future and cut down on my expenditures now. i should save for a shelter and car as the following goal. still, i could get free transport now but in an lao kok kok mercedes benz... :(

posted by jellyfishy @ 11:59 pm