i'm bored to death...
i enjoyed last week when we were at gentings. i could finally held his arms publicly without fearing that any familiar faces to recognise me, and that's esp relatives! i held him tight and warmly. cuddling comfortably when we are on those roller coasters. only a few phone calls distrupted us, which i still could tolerate. however, i could feel that his mind is not with me after he ended every call.
YES! I WANT MY MAN TO DEVOTE HIS MIND AND ATTENTION ON ME! I'M SELFISH, SO WAT? ARENT EVERYONE POSSESS SELFISHNESS TOO?
well, i'm out with a man who is 16yrs senior of me. that's wat shamed myself. i dunno wat's with me that wanna be with him. it could be just companion. he had so much free time to be with me when we jus started, guessed that was why i was with him since then... he could sweet talk with me, pacify me, allows me to torture physically and verbally. i was bored for being singled 2yr after the relationship ended on 1dec01.
now, back here. he was always busy with his work. didnt ask me out. didnt bother to call for chat. it seem as if nothing had happened when we were @gentings! i was jus waiting and waiting for his damn bloody call to ask me out. WAT A FOOL! his explanations were all the same... "i was so busy." "i was in the office, meeting with the bosses the whole day." "i havent had dinner." "i was sick too." "i'm sorry, baby. that i couldnt call u out." "i'm working hard now to earn for our brisbane trip for the end of the yr."
so are u meaning that your money is more important and u could simply dump me aside, will only contact me when u are free to call? so wat am i? ur social escort now ar? i could even imagine wat i will turn out to be if i'm alone at his place, i will get mad. at least i wont now bcoz i've got my baby niece to take care of at my own home.
and where the hell are you now? ur phone tone redirects to an overseas tone, so u should probably in JB loh! u didnt even bother to leave me a sms! YOU ARE NOT USED TO BE LIKE THIS ! are u sick and tired of me? lose interest in me? his expected explainations would be, "i'm in JB to view inventory lei OR to pump petrol mah. i know u are stil mad at me mah, so i dont want to add fire lo. let you rest more..."
so ARE ALL MEN LIKE THAT? they change their attitude towards their partners after being together for long and knowing their behaviors? wat will happen if we 'happened' to cohabit or even married? i would be waiting for ur return foolishly by the dinner table or door lo.
YES! I WANT MY MAN TO DEVOTE HIS MIND AND ATTENTION ON ME! I'M SELFISH, SO WAT? ARENT EVERYONE POSSESS SELFISHNESS TOO?
well, i'm out with a man who is 16yrs senior of me. that's wat shamed myself. i dunno wat's with me that wanna be with him. it could be just companion. he had so much free time to be with me when we jus started, guessed that was why i was with him since then... he could sweet talk with me, pacify me, allows me to torture physically and verbally. i was bored for being singled 2yr after the relationship ended on 1dec01.
now, back here. he was always busy with his work. didnt ask me out. didnt bother to call for chat. it seem as if nothing had happened when we were @gentings! i was jus waiting and waiting for his damn bloody call to ask me out. WAT A FOOL! his explanations were all the same... "i was so busy." "i was in the office, meeting with the bosses the whole day." "i havent had dinner." "i was sick too." "i'm sorry, baby. that i couldnt call u out." "i'm working hard now to earn for our brisbane trip for the end of the yr."
so are u meaning that your money is more important and u could simply dump me aside, will only contact me when u are free to call? so wat am i? ur social escort now ar? i could even imagine wat i will turn out to be if i'm alone at his place, i will get mad. at least i wont now bcoz i've got my baby niece to take care of at my own home.
and where the hell are you now? ur phone tone redirects to an overseas tone, so u should probably in JB loh! u didnt even bother to leave me a sms! YOU ARE NOT USED TO BE LIKE THIS ! are u sick and tired of me? lose interest in me? his expected explainations would be, "i'm in JB to view inventory lei OR to pump petrol mah. i know u are stil mad at me mah, so i dont want to add fire lo. let you rest more..."
so ARE ALL MEN LIKE THAT? they change their attitude towards their partners after being together for long and knowing their behaviors? wat will happen if we 'happened' to cohabit or even married? i would be waiting for ur return foolishly by the dinner table or door lo.
posted by jellyfishy @ 1:50 am
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