jeLLy w0RLd

will he be my next?...

jus got back home. had a meet-up with adrian yeo.

the man who i had crush on e 1st sight. that was on 24dec 2002, xmas eve, with jas at dbl-o. he was e bartender then. he looked cool. after that nite, i asked jas to patronise dbl-o again 7days later, that is, 31dec 2002, new year's eve.
again, when school reopens @lasalle, i gossiped with my foundation mates abt him and initiated patronising dbl-o on a quiet thurs nite. this time i hoped to ask for his number. after some drinking and bitchy encouragement from e gals(jas, claudia, pamela & gemaine), i approached and asked.
i patronised dbl-o for consecutive three weeks!
since then, we were smsing each other. i was always pinning hopes that we would be together... but never get up close and personal.

we were out once for drink at Baker's Inn, atrium@orchard. it was nov03. at that time, i was already with sugar daddy. i lied to daddy that i am meeting jas @plaza sing, however, jas couldnt make it @e last min. so, while i was walking ard e building, i knocked to a long lost sec fren and therefore had a chat and drink there. daddy called and wanted to pick me home. so, when daddy saw someone was waiting with me, he suspected fishy. he never believe my lie, no matter how much i tried to convince. he's really a smart ***hole.

soon, i knew that adrian is attached. he declared his status in his friendster. i knew i've lost. since then, we didnt get much in contact anymore. and, i surrendered to daddy's TLC then.

tonite, we met again. supposedly meeting @6pm in plaza sing to watch chicken little and having pasta. he's late for half hr. he initiated great world for 7.20pm movie instead.
i was dumb. dunno wat to say. guess i'm nervous. i am more to speak up in virtual. i could feel shyness even now.
he paid for e movie tix ($8x2), pasta dinner(mine abt $14) and cabbie fare to sengkang($17.40). i felt so pai say even after saying umpteen times of thanx.

could u remb ur 1st date?
wat should i prepare for the next?
should a guy to pay for everything on a date? or to go Dutch?
pls leave ur comments here...

posted by jellyfishy @ 11:59 pm