jeLLy w0RLd

enjoying myself...

awoke with a bad dream. forced myself to wake up.
i was back to eunos flat. seeing everyone looking sad at baby, who is sleeping soundly. not really. she has no breathing, not moving at all. realising from father that baby drowned in e bathtub, and now had to "call her back"(sth like waking her thru some rituals). eerie...
i wouldnt want to continue. bcoz i dont want this to happen.

today's adgenda... all well-explained by jas.
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=jas_chester&nextdate=12%2f16%2f2005+23%3a59%3a59.999
had great feasting trip. mee hoon kuay, choco fondue, sashimi!! loving ta pack of chips shan brought us. i must finish it all by myself, or else, mum would fight with me!
with shan's telling all abt her aussie life for 10mth, i must work hard, save up!!! again, jas and i renewed our promise of visiting aussie in end 06. we mentioned to travel there for shan's grad, but it nv happen. with jas's busy schoolwork and no-income schedule, mel who volunteers to sponsor but... well, feminism rules. i should learn to be independent again.

last nite's outing still lingers in my mind. wanted to share with shan and jas today although i blogged it already.
i wasnt thinking much sugar daddy, mel today. bcoz i'll sing zhang zhen yue's fen shuo ba. this song explains my current feeling. "our relationship is getting bland, i am still holding on silliy. dont lie that u still love me, our dreams are different."

tml's dinner with xin, jackson, yy and vincent is cancelled. jackson's grandma jus passed away. depressed abt mum's health for past weeks, now am more worried if any unexpected to happen. jack shouldnt be out with us then. we could meet another sat for a round of crazy laughters.

posted by jellyfishy @ 11:59 pm