jeLLy w0RLd

menstruated me...

1st day of menstruation. 1st day of work @delfi orchard. it was so embarrassing! wanna know why? read on.

was so enthusiatic that i'm going for work today. wearing pair of grey pants and striped g2000 shirt, put on makeup, tied a pony tail and outta house. wasnt really take notice that i'm bleeding today.

i arrived half hr early. was very shy but tried to chat and be bold. then, was ushered into a classroom with a male trainer, Roger, who orientate me on conducting the class. i was reserved initially but kept telling myself to be bold and strong.

it went for 2hr which i feel forever. i could feel blood gushes outta my body. thinking and praying that these gushes would land properly on the appropriate spot, that is, the pad. well, it sure did. however, it was not enough spaces for other gushes. they OVERFLOWED! and the right side of the grey pants was stained! OMG!!! worst to come, i stained the green plastic mini chair too! i realised these marks only when i got up from the chair, intending to go toilet.

OMG!! did roger see that stain? i presume he must have! wat to do? he might start to wag his tongue abt this with the other young trainers who they all in good terms.

jas is the only person that comes to my mind for help. go to the nearest shopping mall and get a cardigan/pants rightaway!

after listening, i calmed myself and excused myself to roger by telling him frankly in his face. dashed into the office for my bag and out i go... focused walking to isetan scotts, thinking that it would be the cheapest place that i could get a pants. despite the pair of new shoes hurting my feet, i walked briskly and hiding as much stain as i could. even hope that i could be invisible or ran back home to hide.

quickly rumbled thru the racks. grab a pants from fashion lab costing $52. tried and paid. it was size L, therfore, the length of the pants could help to sweep the floor as i go. i've got no choice but jus to bear with it.

jas, i've redeemed a Isetan $5 voucher for buying this pair of pants. you can hav this voucher for ur fav skirt and top. although it's not much, dont be fussy la, at least there's sth to deduct.

back there, roger and i continued the lesson. i still cant calm myself to concentrate the training. i wanto know wat's on his mind. later, i joined him and some other young trainers for lunch. i still unstable, embarrassed, shy, reserved. i really have no appetite to eat, so order chicken mee sua which turned out to be bland one! making me worst.

it was a long day! i finally survivied the day. grabbed the handbook that i supposed to memorise for a test on friday. stressed me more! caught a cab instead of bus to school for the 1st day BA lesson - human resource mgt @ 7pm, without even thinking wat i should hav for dinner.

posted by jellyfishy @ 11:59 pm