Saturday, June 11, 2005

missing me...

hellooo everyone! hasnt been blogging for 2weeks already. was preoccupied with stuff in my mind that stressed my beauty sleep again. or in another words, i jus got lazy to blog here. i could write anything and everything everyday. but now, jus lazy to exercise those fingers...

not forgetting the terrible hot weather that trigger me to curse and swear every now and then! it's bloody sweaty and perspires every second. i am already down with my sports bra and mini shorts, had dumped my blanket onto the chair, and had the fan switch to full blast b4 i dozed off every nite. STILL, my skin feels so sticky and body stinks with sweat at dawn. although my bedroom has a air-con, my mum jus doesnt like the idea of wastage of cool air blowing at u throughout the nite till dawn. her heart would wrench, thinking with the payment of the power consumption at the end of the month. haiz* typical mother...

even after a shower of rains, or after a wonderful/relaxing scrubbing of dead skin when showering, u STILL get to perspire after that! so what's the point of showering then? it isnt cooling at all. i am a person who afraid to be in cold and love to be bathing under the sun. however, not at this moment... not when u still bake urself 24hours a day! imagine that i am fanning myself now with a postcard while blogging! wat a torture!

done with the sickening weather... some updates coming up...

1. that bitch has put a password on her blog! in prevention for her sickening lesbian fren's gf to read. i bored to death now. cant get to read her exciting stories anymore unless someone could offer to break her code for me. Hehee! so, anyone there? pls pls...

2. i am desperate for job! the program marketing executive position in school was of too much expectation that i could easily achieve, however, i didnt get it, not even a call from them for an interview. i was upset for abt a week. bcoz i blamed the fault on uncle lah!

as usual, he was busy handling his work. we couldnt meet up during the weekdays. i am okay with that idea to stay at home on weekdays bcoz i dont hav to deal with mother, telling her any excuse that i could make up for my outing. it's just that he is kinda aggressive after rejected by me that i didnt want to accompany him during the weekends, as he prepared to go out with me.

kinda out of point... i called to tell him that i need to submit my updated resume and cover letter on the following day, he hesitated and answered that he cant spare his time to bring me for submission. i told him that if he cant spare his precious time, i could take a bus. but he pacified that it was an annoyance jus to travel 2hours there for that submission and another 2hours back home. he doesnt want me to suffer the trip. i was gullible and obey to his words that he will arrange another morning asap. calls from mac asking if the HR called, i was afraid that i might miss any calls, that i even brought my moblie wherever i go. even when i was showering! but jus nothing! also, i didnt given a spare slot to submit my updated resume and cover letter... so he was the culprit that indirectly disrupted my career path.

3.after the period of healing the sadness, i buck up! i read thru the sat recruit paper, circling any job offer that fit my areas of studies either in tp or lasalle. and finally emailed to 10companies, including applying a position at ttsh in the middle of the wedn nite.

calls came in on thurs morn. and 4bookings of interviews were arranged. i was delighted and nervous as it will be my virgin interview session on friday, 10jun05 @3pm, shaw centre for HighQ, an educational company that provides preparatory courses for entry examination to uni such as SAT, GMAT, TOEFL.

after interview, i felt that it's was an intense responsibility. i would be the sole salesperson at that position, engaging potential students to sign courses with HighQ. 70% on ur sales talk, 20% on students' enquiries, 10% on simple admin tasks. basic salary = 1400 and commission based on 1% of signed course but will only be awarded from the 46th person onwards.

but i was merely thinking abt a relaxed job that i could actually handle my BA classes and mother's ttsh appt. the manager and/or other colleagues would hav to cover my position when i away as i would be the only person to bring in $ for the company... stress siah...

well, there's another position for upcoming interview on monday in a similar educational company, this time it's for the kids. the position as a customer relations representative. i hope that i dont have to sell, but smile and interacts with the kids rather than their parents. (yah rite, dream on arh.. :) )

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