jeLLy w0RLd

drowsy me...

jus uploaded 5pics to my friendster page. those which costs few hundreds bucks and mummy's impatience. overall, it turned out beautifully but i feel that it could be done better.
the photographer merely smoothen our complexion, and not the other parts of body in details. i am unsatisfied with one pic, which my top was untidy at the chest area. yet, he didnt correct it.

the sore on my butt. spotted a big blue-black! swollen too. hurt soo much whenever i sat down harshly. though ointment rubbed to the sore area, me now walked uneasily.

supposedly to catch movie with someone, due to the heavy rain, we postponed to next week. *disappointed. anyway, i'm quite drowsy for the whole day. even though i didnt take the pills.

noticed mum was mumbling in her sleep. this really scared me as 1st time seeing her like ta.
she had her sleeping pills and was in sitting position again. her eyes were half opened. i observed what she was talking and her actions. couldnt figure it out. she looked possessed. in fact, she's in daze.

2 more weeks, chinese new yr when everyone in the family is busy. doing cleaning, making offerings to ancestors, or marketing. this yr, it's different from past.
due to mum's weakness, she wont be able to accompany father to batam on the 1st day of cny, as she usually does. father would hav to travel back to the shipyard in batam alone. he usually offers prayers to the guardian god for the coming yr's safety in the yard as well as prosperity.
next, due to mum messing up at auntie's chalet last nov, i wonder if my aunties would still turn up at my place for dinner. how would mum react?

posted by jellyfishy @ 11:59 pm