sleepless her...
i'm jus done with e earlier when mum stepped outta bedroom for e 2nd time. she cant get to sleep again.could it be of her napping too much during e daytime? or is ther sth bothering / worrying her?
she knows abt her condition already when dad 1st brought her to consult his throat/nose specialist 2saturday ago. bcoz my dad couldnt speak english, he has to tell e doc abt mum's condition. e doc revealed to me ta she knows too when i brought her ther last sat. so how does she feel? denial? disappointed?
i hav to bring her ther coming sat. doc said her glucose and blood pressure are at high. white phlgem still uncleared at her throat. and, wanna me to monitor these 2 levels b4 e next review, but i hasnt done any!
it's embarrassed to speak nicely to mum at times. though i would feel better after that, but how would i to start? i already feeling embarrassed when applying ointment on her aching feet.
now, i sure ther's sth is not right. i must ask her. but how to start? bcoz we are all used to speak to each other in not-so-nice tone. i jus couldnt bring myself to speak nicely like how i did to my friends and kids.
she still coughs very badly. my heart wrench. my words and actions cant show. not at e right way. not at e right time.
posted by jellyfishy @ 12:20 am
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