jeLLy w0RLd

silenced me...

this self-proclaimed call centre's handphone hasnt been ringing with my sugar daddy's number since friday nite.

he probably must be thinking that i'm still angry with him, that's why he wouldnt want to pacify me as might anger me any minute.

well, if that's his reason, i'll not take the initative to call him.

i wanna him to understand the loneliness i've been thru. the disappearing game that he always like to play with me.

jus let everything be hushed and i'll forget his presence as time goes by. i'll be alone and independent once again.

i jus need time to tolerate this quietness period.

maybe thinking of other ppl would be an alternative to keep him off my mind. the best man will be the father of my twin baby in my dream the nite b4!

or else, start working hard on my assignments. also, putting the most fake smile when at work.

jus think ME! i've overcome the loneliness 2.5yrs ago for abt 2yrs. this time, i can do it too.

since last nite, i've already been taking 2pills of polaramine to put me to sleep easily. will need it later tonite again.

conclusion: myself is the main lead in this show. my family, frens, and the rest of the ppl i met in this drama are all supporting leads who made me the person i am now. i am taking a new role everyday.

posted by jellyfishy @ 11:59 pm