desperate me...
last nite, aft sending stella off at airport, bus27 passed changi hospital. once again, i felt emotional. i tried not to think of mum. but for happier stuff. that is, hoping to see SEN the following day when i would be driving da-sao for checkup.so, i prayed hard to sleep. picturering his face. recalling the fun we had before. the stupid blunt stuff that i told him. and how we drifted apart.
if i think twice before i say those words... how will we be like now?...
was loitering the 2towers of cgh with ying. straightened my back while walking. looked at every faces that came by. even sat at the fish pond for half an hour. but SEN is nowhere to be spotted that easy.
quick! i must do sth.
~ below is every sms that we chatted. it sure to bore u. so skip it if u want. ~
me: hi. i ask u ah.. is there a starbucks at cgh or a mac to entertain a kid?
sen: no ley. only got canteen, qi ji n another eatery. got one small little cafe too.
me: ok lo. thx. was at the fish pond for abt half an hour with a kid. haha.
sen: near e ward lift lobby there got one cafe.
me: the one next to chinese physician? dont look appetitsing. no one inside.. haha..
sen: at e other side. hear e lift lobby.
me: nvm. happy new year! married? so i can haunt u for an angbao! haha
sen: happy new yr to u too. not married yet. no angbao for u lo. haa.
me: aiyo.. when? a fruitless trip for me. haha.. joking la.
sen: not so soon. haahaa.
me: 30+ already rite? haha.. ur family dint pester ma? :)
sen: no la. gog 29 tis yr. heehee.
me: anyway how's work here? busy?.. i'm so suay ta on mc this week
sen: ok lo. my team quite bz. oh, wat happen?
me: twisted my back last week. cant work and move much. but i'm not hospitalised here ah.. haha..
sen: alamak, u so young oso can twist ur back. u come here visit?
me: not young lo. sinseh said i misuse my back, dint take care, so easy to injure. i drove my da-sao here for her endoscoopy which i dunno really wat
sen: oh, minor procedure. puttin something in e body n c e inside.
me: wah.. not bad ah. know e details well. now she complains giddy. how should i help her, "doc"? haha..
sen: no doc la. hear pple say one. haa. think hot drink might help.
me: she had one jus now. nvm la.now ta little devil snoring away on bed le. hav to carry her ah. hopefully dont break my back again.
sen: take care. hav a nice day.
me: u2 take care. let's catch up someday for coffee. gg off now. cya!
sen: okie. cya.
ending off. i dunno should i be happy ta i've chatted with him or sad ta dunno when will be the next time to chat with him again.
things dont always goes smoothly as i imagined and yearned for.
guess love luck is not on good side for me this yr as i watched some taiwanese variety shows abt aquarius. it's a bad yr for aquarius in love, work and money. should be mindful on every move and decisions i make.
posted by jellyfishy @ 11:59 pm
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